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Post by smilingjack on Dec 19, 2007 8:42:37 GMT -5
I saw cc at church and got a smile.
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Post by smilingjack on Jan 22, 2008 7:55:08 GMT -5
I was victimized by JH as a kid. I am kind of realling try to find a path to have joyful female company without going insane. I have signed up for Fantasy Fest. I have gone to LV for another meeting. I feel trapped in my relationship. I hang out with FS. I had a theraputic massage at the PS. I have gone back on the internet porn and didn't feel pulled too much one way or the other.
I got triggered by the Boston Proper catalog that came in the mail. I opened the eagle spread thinking it was the band or the bird. I didn't know it was the spread eagle and I saw every page. I will chair the SLAA meeting today.
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Post by smilingjack on Jan 23, 2008 8:02:07 GMT -5
Made the meeting but the door didn't work. Left the daytimer in JW car, so I didn't share as well as I would have liked. I would up with a crushing massage at S in CT,thatwas good and safe. I am gratefulfo having a san and sober day.
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Post by smilingjack on Jan 25, 2008 20:33:36 GMT -5
JW took care of me T night. We're back in company,,,,but it is stil very tough for me
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