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Post by gimmeshelter on Dec 14, 2007 9:09:32 GMT -5
I'm posting today because I figure complacency could be the first step to falling. So move on nothing to read here, just keeping busy so I don't go somewhere else!
Still no luck in those circles...anyone want to volunteer to keep me honest?
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Post by gimmeshelter on Dec 17, 2007 20:44:53 GMT -5
Slipped last Friday, managed to get around my filters and find trouble. Right back at it though. The accountability circles are really pretty dead, so I signed up for the course at www.settingcaptivesfree.com. It's going well, very Christian oriented but also very poignant and helpful so far. I had an event that would have been triggering in the past go by without much trouble. I dreamed that I committed adultery with a prior girlfriend, one that I had a very long (13 years) sexual relationship with while single and who I still keep in touch with today. I've mentioned her here before when she was struggling with alcohol. I found myself driving to work and recalling the dream and actually pondering the details of how such an affair would go in real life. I quickly realized that I was heading down a very unhealthy road and got control.
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