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Post by sawyer on Jun 5, 2007 22:58:45 GMT -5
Lemontea - I have been watching you with great intrest dude. (and your UK style of writing also makes me giggle - I didn't think it was possible to "write" and accent). To anyone wondering about leaving comments - you don't have to register with livejournal, just click the link to leave a comment and post under an anonymous ID. you just may want to "sign" your comment so I know who at no-porn left it for me. Or leave it here, it's just as fine. Anyway... 06/05/07 - Update - Getting a Sponsor at my SA Group
- Withdrawl symptoms kicking my ass
Sawyer's Walk has been updated - sawyerswalk.livejournal.com
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Post by lemontea74 on Jun 6, 2007 14:55:56 GMT -5
What do you mean accent g'vnor? And what about yours.......dude!!!
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Post by sawyer on Jun 6, 2007 16:38:33 GMT -5
;D Yeah, I deserved that ... Dude ;D
Allthough, I have to admit, I actually had to read a sentance twice to figure out the meaning of "telly" the other day. I need a UK to US translation book.
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Post by lemontea74 on Jun 6, 2007 17:24:39 GMT -5
okay, okay, I'll transalte,
Yo dude, just been hanging with me hommies on da web n dis site no-porn, its da bomb. N me bro Sawyer is freakin funny, bustin me ass over da wayes i get jiggy wid it.
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Post by sawyer on Jun 6, 2007 19:06:58 GMT -5
Holy Cr*P - I am laughing so hard that I had to check my pants! Ah, the friends I am going to make here
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Post by sawyer on Jun 8, 2007 21:22:08 GMT -5
06/08/07 - Update - Following 12 Steps - "Take the Step, feelings will follow"
- The Subconscious battle begins (Fighting the addiction in my dreams)
- My first 24 Hour chip
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Post by lemontea74 on Jun 9, 2007 6:40:14 GMT -5
;D Yo dude!
I've been keeping up with your journal and just wanted to say, congrats on the 24 hour chip. Just take it one step at a time and you'll get there.
Keep it clean
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Post by DoubleA on Jun 10, 2007 14:36:58 GMT -5
Hi Sawyer,
I've decided to come back even though I'm only on day 1 again.
I'm going to go read through your livejournal after this to catch up on what you have been going through.
I hope you are still going strong like you were last week.
Let me know if I can be of any support to you
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Post by sawyer on Jun 11, 2007 10:23:54 GMT -5
It takes a big man to step up and get on the wagon again. Keep at it.
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Post by sawyer on Jun 11, 2007 15:26:09 GMT -5
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Post by lemontea74 on Jun 12, 2007 5:49:38 GMT -5
Hey Sawyer,
Just read your latest journal entries and I'm sorry to hear the going is getting tough. I am sure you have already thought of this but - no pain no gain! Everything worth having in life takes effort and sacrifice. Everybody has these negative thoughts and cravings, just take it one step at a time and you'll pull through.
Before you quit have a thing about what you really want out of life.
Lemontea
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Post by sawyer on Jun 13, 2007 17:16:09 GMT -5
06/13/07 - Update - Trusting God ... Even when you think he may be drunk off his ass.
Sawyer's Walk has been updated - sawyerswalk.livejournal.com
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Post by sawyer on Jun 15, 2007 19:54:32 GMT -5
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Post by DoubleA on Jun 15, 2007 20:18:04 GMT -5
I'm sorry for what happened.
You have to use the wisdom you have gained now the next time you are in the same situation.
Because, after all, it is certain that another time will come where you will be challenged in just the same way.
My hand is planted firmly on your shoulder
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Post by Focused on Jun 16, 2007 14:11:21 GMT -5
Hey Sawyer-
Hang in there brother! It sounds like good progress to me since your relationship with your wife is improving. It seems like she can be a huge help to you even if now isn't the right time to explain why you are changing for the better.
I can only speak from my story but I had many a slip up until a short couple months ago, my slips could be 4-6 hr binges when I should have been working through a mountain of work.... the pain I felt when I back home to my family would be almost unbearable since I would realize that, since I didn't get my stuff done that day, that I would need to spend yet another day away from them.... all the beating myself up (which I've learned to be a little better about not doing) stripped me of much of my confidence and made it very hard to look at the positive stuff in my life.
As with you, as I got farther away from P, I noticed a very positive change with my relationship with my wife and our sex life as I started to become more confident in myself and didn't have all the guilt hanging over me (not to mention the images in my head) from the last slip.
I'll second what DoubleA said about using the wisdom you've gained- keep up the progress!
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