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Post by 1dayatatime on May 17, 2007 13:38:38 GMT -5
Day 91. Today is another good day. I am sleeping better. I think it was a combination of caffeine and stress that was causing the problems.
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Post by 1dayatatime on May 18, 2007 12:47:26 GMT -5
Day 92. Today is another good, clean day. I haven't had any temptations to speak of for days. My thought processes are clear and I am being attentive regarding untoward thoughts and "stinkin thinkin".
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Post by 1dayatatime on May 21, 2007 12:42:26 GMT -5
Day 95. We had a great weekend. My wife and I spent the whole weekend together. Things are going great and our time together is the best.
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Post by 1dayatatime on May 22, 2007 9:45:05 GMT -5
Day 96. Today is another great day. I will be P free, of course.
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Post by 1dayatatime on May 23, 2007 11:48:01 GMT -5
Day 97. I woke up about 3:00 this morning. I read for about a 1/2 hour and went back to bed. I think I need to reduce my caffiene consumption. Today is another clean day. I have had some prodding from "the voice" but put it in its place.
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Post by 1dayatatime on May 24, 2007 11:05:05 GMT -5
Day 98. I slept well last night. My darling wife and I are closer everyday. It is sooooo good to be sober!
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Post by 1dayatatime on May 25, 2007 11:35:25 GMT -5
Day 99. Another good day.
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Post by 1dayatatime on May 27, 2007 18:24:47 GMT -5
Day 101. Hurray! I feel so great! Next stop is another personal record in 91 more days.
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Post by 1dayatatime on May 29, 2007 11:14:34 GMT -5
Day 103. Another day in P-free land. Things are going great. My wife and I had a talk on Saturday night. I was able to clear up some anxieties she had and reassure her, thanks to my recovery progress.
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Post by 1dayatatime on May 30, 2007 9:44:54 GMT -5
Day 104. I feel great.
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Post by 1dayatatime on May 31, 2007 13:31:55 GMT -5
Day 105. Today is another good day. I've had no urges and few whisperings.
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Post by 1dayatatime on Jun 1, 2007 12:58:24 GMT -5
Day 106. Another P free day. Some whisperings. I am working on greater mental discipline. That reduces the whisperings.
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Post by 1dayatatime on Jun 4, 2007 13:28:06 GMT -5
Day 109. Another P free day.
On Friday I had some temptations. I went to Barnes & Noble to get a book. While I was there I saw other books that were triggering. Of course I left the store. However I felt temptation to fantasise for a couple of days. I did not slip.
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Post by 1dayatatime on Jun 5, 2007 10:55:37 GMT -5
Day 110. Another P free day. I had a weird dream last night. Part of it was about resisting P temptation. Even in my dreams I resist P.
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Post by 1dayatatime on Jun 6, 2007 12:05:12 GMT -5
Day 111. I was thinking about what should be an appropriate role for fantasy in a PAs life. I think that fantasy can have positive and negative expressions. Positive ones might include fantasizing about an upcoming vacation or visualizing a new job. Negative ones, obviously, include sexual ones. I also have come to think that others that are narcissistic in nature are harmful too. Fantasies such as winning the lottery. I shall eliminate all unhealthy fantasies as part of my recovery.
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