Post by 1dayatatime on Dec 18, 2007 13:56:11 GMT -5
DAY 90
Devotionals | |
| Prayers of thanksgiving | Thanked for: His right hand of support, succor and comfort. Good health! The blessings from HaShem are as numerous as the grains of sand on the shores. |
| Prayers of supplication | Asking for: My need for a job. Strength and steadfastness in my recovery. Patience. (And let me have it now! LOL) That Jerusalem has peace. That the Palestinians have peace too. |
| Prayers of intervention | For my Sweetie's sore shoulder. (She sees the doctor today about it) For my Dad, my Sister's and my BILs health. |
| Reading recovery literature | None today again. I need to set aside a more consistent time for this. I intend on doing a lot of reading of the holiday days off. |
| Read/Post in Forum | Yes, here and read some threads. I did the maintenance of the 100 days thread today. |
Attitudes | |
| Hidden thinking, fantasies? | No.  |
| Lies or deceitfulness? | No. |
| Fearfulness? | Not too much. |
| Selfishness or manipulation? | No. |
Willfulness | |
| Relying on HaShem? | Yes. |
| Defensiveness/resentment? | No. |
| Rejected/ignored advice? | No. |
Mentality | |
| Proactive in recovery? | Yes. |
No pornography, no masturbation, no fantasy, no staring today. I will not falter. I do and shall keep my promises.
I am feeling better again today about things in general. I am on the top of the 100 days list.
I am so jazzed.Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
