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Post by cleanblue on Aug 14, 2007 6:29:49 GMT -5
Day 15:)
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C JaM
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Post by C JaM on Aug 14, 2007 15:14:33 GMT -5
I'm here and still strong.
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Post by cleanblue on Aug 15, 2007 5:17:58 GMT -5
Day 16
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Post by Aero45308 on Aug 15, 2007 11:50:03 GMT -5
this is day 4 i missed day 3 but still didnt look at any porn so im good to go. And as long as you stay string today tomorrow will never be an issue
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Post by C JaM on Aug 15, 2007 15:09:09 GMT -5
You should post on this board everyday ipso facto. We like company here.
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Post by cleanblue on Aug 16, 2007 2:57:26 GMT -5
Day 17
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Post by geo on Aug 16, 2007 13:33:35 GMT -5
Hi,
I'm new here and have completed 1 day. I agree with you. It really rots your brain. Thanks for you post.
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Post by Aero45308 on Aug 16, 2007 13:56:36 GMT -5
Day 5. Justy curious what does everyone do here. LOL we might as well get to know each other a little better seeing as were sticking together for 100 days.
Me im a postal clerk in the military stationed in Germany right now. Married to a beautiful wife that i love very much. She has been a big support trying to kick my addiction. It's a bit tough though because she is still in the US waiting for her passport to get over here.
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Post by C JaM on Aug 16, 2007 15:10:46 GMT -5
I hope you stick around for more than 100 days, that's just the beginning. I'm a structural engineer here in the US.
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Post by Aero45308 on Aug 16, 2007 15:26:43 GMT -5
well yes I plan to be around much longer than 100 days. I just question wether I am actually doing it the right way. Check my thread quick question in the general discussions forum for details.
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Post by cleanblue on Aug 17, 2007 14:57:06 GMT -5
Day 1 I am going to describe and analyse what happened. I am going to try and not over step the boundary. During the ‘act’ I didn’t enjoy what I was looking at. There was no great excitement. All I wanted was to get the ‘act’ over with. I have had this feeling before (just wanting to get the ‘act’ over with). Even when it reached its ‘peak’ there was no excitement. Afterwards I felt the whole episode was a waste of time. I gained no satisfaction out of the act. As I learn more about what I want in life and what type of women I want to be with. I realise that women who are in P are not these types of women. It is like I am starting to see beyond the surface structure of women. One of the things I am working on is the deterioration of the lust i have for women. I don’t want to fantasise about women. Another thing, I do not have any guilt about looking at P (I usually do). I honestly believe I am making headway in becoming the person I want to be, and I put it down to this. The challenge to ‘change’ is very difficult. It is much harder than I thought it would be. Much harder. But it is making me into a person who I never dreamt I could become. P is not the real issue for me. It is just a side product of my low self-esteem and my pursuit of escapism from who I am through pleasure. It really is time for me to be genuine, and that is what I’m going to be. CJam, I have faith you will be the first to 100 days. One last point. Before I opened the ‘site’…. i stopped…and started to reflect on the decision I was about to make. At that moment I did not believe looking at P was a “wrong thing” but I am wrong for various reasons. The psychological literature states that: Men need to find women attractive for various biological reasons. Beauty is one of the health attributes that men use to inform themselves whether a women is viable to carry their child. In my opinion this may be true of animals. But since we humans have evolved to have a large Corpus Callosum we have gain the great (in some ways) insight called consciousness. This gives us the ability to reflect on our thoughts and thus give merit to our actions. So, the question is: Is judging a women (for biological reasons) on her looks a worthy judgement? In my opinion, no. When I achieve the life I want to live, I don’t think that P will have a place in that life. Of course, this could all be a delusion. Only time will tell. I am proud of my progress in becoming the man I want to be. I’ve never been proud.
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Post by C JaM on Aug 17, 2007 15:14:26 GMT -5
Welcome Back Cleanblue! Keep Coming!
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Post by C JaM on Aug 18, 2007 7:17:49 GMT -5
I've noticed the attitudes and behaviors start long before you actually look at P in the computer. If you let these things slip you'll be right back on the P websites. Today is a GREAT day!
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Post by C JaM on Aug 19, 2007 8:22:25 GMT -5
Today I feel God in my life
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Post by cleanblue on Aug 20, 2007 4:48:05 GMT -5
Thanks Cjam. Day 4
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