C JaM
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Post by C JaM on Jul 24, 2007 15:30:06 GMT -5
Things are going good today still have to lookout for attitudes and behaviors! No need to look at the stuff!
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Post by cleanblue on Jul 24, 2007 17:58:20 GMT -5
Day 3 today.
Felt the 'urge'.
"This last two or three or four repetitions, that’s what makes the muscles grow. That’s what divides one from a champion and one from not being a champion. If you can go through the pain period, you make it to be a champion. If you can’t go through it, forget it. And that’s what most people lack: having the guts - the guts to go in and just say "I don’t care what happens. I have no fear of fainting in the gym" I threw up many times when I was working out. But it doesn’t matter, because it’s all worth it." (Arnold Schwarzenegger)
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Post by C JaM on Jul 25, 2007 16:31:26 GMT -5
The choice is really ours to make. Things are good today. I have 3 wisdom teeth coming out tomorrow so I'll be occupied with that. The porn images are in my head but they will die down if I do not visit free zshare links. The miracle will haappen!
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Post by cleanblue on Jul 25, 2007 20:14:23 GMT -5
Day 4. Had a nice day in the sun
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Post by C JaM on Jul 26, 2007 12:21:51 GMT -5
Teeth being taken out today. No time for porn whatsoever... lol. Power to the people~!
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Post by cleanblue on Jul 26, 2007 16:40:35 GMT -5
This is Day 4!.
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Post by C JaM on Jul 27, 2007 9:46:09 GMT -5
My jaw is sore but things are ok. I feel so much better that I decided to stop looking at p. But there is so much more work to do.
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Post by cleanblue on Jul 27, 2007 15:33:28 GMT -5
Day 5 "A man of genius makes no mistakes. His errors are volitional and are the portals to discovery" (James Joyce)
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Post by C JaM on Jul 28, 2007 8:13:55 GMT -5
Things are going good. I still have to take a firm, hard look to see if I'm not indulging in other ways other than looking at physical websites because that can and will happen if I'm not cognizant of it.
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C JaM
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Post by C JaM on Jul 29, 2007 8:05:43 GMT -5
Man my jaw is still a bit sore from the dentist but things are ok.
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Post by cleanblue on Jul 29, 2007 10:57:50 GMT -5
Day 7 "Things i regret in my life is when my courage failed" (Unknown)
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Post by C JaM on Jul 30, 2007 15:50:01 GMT -5
Man my jaw is still messed up. I have an emergency visit to the dentist tomorrow. It may be a dry socket. But this is not a reason to look at P.
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Post by C JaM on Jul 31, 2007 15:23:51 GMT -5
I actually have been reflecting on my outlook on P and how innocuous I thought it was. It has really screwed up my whole perception on sexuality and relationships I think. I feel a bit shameful but also feel healing in the process. More to come...
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Post by cleanblue on Jul 31, 2007 16:32:40 GMT -5
Day 1.
Don't feel bad about the slip because i actually learned quite alot from it.
(Naturally) i am highly attracted to women (physically and emotionally) and i beleive these requirements should be met, to be happy.
This is not an excuse for porn (because there is no excuse) but it is just a reflection of the man i am. Urges should not control us but the acknowledgment of these urges is required (imo) to learn more about who we are.
Humans are but animals and like all animals our purpose in life is but survival and replication.
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Post by unico on Jul 31, 2007 17:29:09 GMT -5
Hi C Jam
just thought i should let you know your avatar is playing havoc with my computer screen. Don't know if anyone else is experiencing anything similar, but it takes me so long to scroll through your posts I am losing the will to live. I haven't experienced this problem with any other user on this site. How about a static monster. Just a thought.
Unico
p.s. keep up the good work
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