SPD's Journal To Recover

[straightpepperdiet]

This is the first post in my journal. I'm gonna have to start one here because I got banned from a support board where I had a journal. I got banned from there because the moderator criticised me and then would not respond when I asked him why he took my inventory. Instead he ignored me and I didn't appreciate that and told him so. Instead his wife came to his defense and told me to stop bullying him and I did not see myself as doing that. I wrote in my journal that the moderator thinks he's working a program by ignoring me but he's really being a coward and that I'm done with him. The next morning I was completely banned from the support board.
Oh well! I'm grateful I still have NP to post and this is going to be my pernmament residence.
I've got almost 4 days clean today and I'm grateful for it.

[straightpepperdiet]

I got 4 days clean and I'm working on day 5. I still feel a little angry about getting banned from that support board but the best thing I can do is leave it alone. I will not post in my journal or anywhere on this board the name of the support board and name the moderators, because I would just make it worse and probably get suspended or banned. The way I'm looking at it now is those moderators are just nuts and probably isn't a husband or wife but one pathethic loser acting like it is. So why should I feel lousy about getting banned from some madman's support board? Besides, I was asking for it anyway. Time to move on.

[cammy]

This lookslike a nice addition to the NP library. 5 days matters, congrats to you!