Post by hiddentoolong on Dec 16, 2007 13:51:55 GMT -5
well, it's the second day on my road to recovery from a P addiction.
had a HUGE fight with my girlfriend last night, almost lost our entire relationship over something so stupid.
the fight fresh in my mind, i've not been tempted today with P, and I think it's just something i need to keep thinking about. I can't hurt her again, I can't break her heart, I don't want to lose her.
The more I work, the easier it is for me to not think about P. I have a few hours to myself right now, until she gets off work, but i'm distracting myself so the temptation doesn't even cross my mind.
I've decided to stay away from sites that have ads for P sites and dating sites. If I *have* to go to those sites, I'm disabling images, or using a terminal based text only browser. I'm making a honest attempt at this, and while I know it's not easy, I've gotten my gf to hold me accountable.
So heres to a life free of P.
had a HUGE fight with my girlfriend last night, almost lost our entire relationship over something so stupid.
the fight fresh in my mind, i've not been tempted today with P, and I think it's just something i need to keep thinking about. I can't hurt her again, I can't break her heart, I don't want to lose her.
The more I work, the easier it is for me to not think about P. I have a few hours to myself right now, until she gets off work, but i'm distracting myself so the temptation doesn't even cross my mind.
I've decided to stay away from sites that have ads for P sites and dating sites. If I *have* to go to those sites, I'm disabling images, or using a terminal based text only browser. I'm making a honest attempt at this, and while I know it's not easy, I've gotten my gf to hold me accountable.
So heres to a life free of P.
