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Post by MrOuch on Dec 13, 2007 16:43:00 GMT -5
amif,
Word of caution here. I felt the same way. I slowly drifted away after about 6 months of purity. Everything seemed good so I stopped coming by this board. Then 3 months and 1 porn binge later, I was back. I let my recovery go. Then I got complacent. If you wander away from here because you're feeling strong, then you probably are. Just be vigilant, that's all. And stick your head in if you get a chance and say "hi".
Be well friend,
MrOuch
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Post by rockwell on Dec 14, 2007 9:56:08 GMT -5
AMIF,
I echo what Mr. Ouch said above. I say this because what you wrote sounded just like how I felt the week prior to my relapse. I am not saying that this will happen to you, just to be cautious. Human nature tends to be the same no matter where you go in this planet. It happened to Mr. Ouch, it happened to Arctic, it happened to me. All of us were strong and resolved men, but we let our beasts get the best of us.
I also read that you are having fantacies while MBing. This is dangerous and for me it would be inner circle behavior. It can easily lead to a google search and BAM! Relapse. All of this I am saying, of course, based on my own experiences and those of my fellow addicts who have done the same thing. So the word of the day is this: USE CAUTION.
Just looking out for you as you have done for me.
Your friend,
Rockwell
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Post by completelydone on Dec 18, 2007 23:59:12 GMT -5
Congrats on your baby!! Congrats on your sober time!!
Keep it up, AMIF, and you will be that good family man you're hoping to be!! You'll be able to hold your head up proud of who you are.
Good for you, CD
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