I HATE HIM!@@!!!!!!!!!!!

megan11
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I HATE HIM!@@!!!!!!!!!!! Dec 10, 2007 22:10:39 GMT -5

Post by megan11 on Dec 10, 2007 22:10:39 GMT -5

i really do! I (expletive)ing hate him with all my heart!
I hate him for me being stupid and giving him another chance after chance after chance
I hate him for everything and everyone else being more important to him that me and the precious children I GAVE HIM that he NEVER deserved!
I hate him for everything he promised and everything he stole!
I hate him for my children who will have to sleep on someones couch and not in their own beds because of him and his (expletive) balls priorities!
I hate him for all the things that my children will have to leave behind!
I hate him for the many years of my life that he has wasted!
I hate him for the lack of care and love that he should have given to me and his girls.
I hate him for the lies that he could say to my face on a daily basis.
I hate him for all of my grief and pain and all the saddness that my children will feel.

kello2005 Full Member When someone shows you their true colours, believe them. - Maya Angelou Posts: 134	I HATE HIM!@@!!!!!!!!!!! Dec 10, 2007 23:34:52 GMT -5 Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by kello2005 on Dec 10, 2007 23:34:52 GMT -5 (((((megan))))) I'm so sorry you are going through this. I'm thinking about you and hoping you can find the peace you are looking for. (((((megan)))))

liss2402
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I HATE HIM!@@!!!!!!!!!!! Dec 11, 2007 0:25:10 GMT -5

Post by liss2402 on Dec 11, 2007 0:25:10 GMT -5

Hi Megan,
I know exactly how you feel; they are pretty much the exact same things i discussed with my therapist last week; i hate how much this addiction has stolen, from me, from my children and even from my h because, make no mistake, he is paying a very high price for what? a fantasy world that can never truly comfort him no matter how much he may convince himself otherwise.

I am truly sorry that you are feeling this way today and i hope that life starts to get better now for you.
((((megan))))

Liss

carissalime
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I HATE HIM!@@!!!!!!!!!!! Dec 11, 2007 7:57:36 GMT -5

Post by carissalime on Dec 11, 2007 7:57:36 GMT -5

Exactly. I love him, but I hate him too. I hate my so for what he took from me- my trust. I hate him for taking away my dream of what a husband should be like.
I don't trust men anymore. For what he has done to me has taken away that part of me.
I hate him for what he has done, my daughter thinks this is the way men are... disgusting.

I understand how you feel...

susan Junior Member Posts: 96	I HATE HIM!@@!!!!!!!!!!! Dec 11, 2007 9:02:49 GMT -5 Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by susan on Dec 11, 2007 9:02:49 GMT -5 Megan, I am so sorry.

mo4wo1
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I HATE HIM!@@!!!!!!!!!!! Dec 11, 2007 10:18:16 GMT -5

Post by mo4wo1 on Dec 11, 2007 10:18:16 GMT -5

((((Megan))))

I am so sad to hear his addiction has robbed him of his wits. This is so sad.

I will pray for you & your children. May your recovery be clean, whole & well based in solid & real love for yourself & your children. His addiction is his alone, now. Always was. But when we share their lives & our beds with them, we can't help but feel a part of them & this mess.

May life bless you will all the lovely things it can.

Mo

Speaking the truth does not make something real. It simply voices it. The tree really does make a noise when it falls, whether anyone or anything is there to hear it or not.

completelydone Tribal Elder You can call it what you want but I'll call it what it is- cheating. Posts: 1,493	I HATE HIM!@@!!!!!!!!!!! Dec 11, 2007 13:45:06 GMT -5 Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by completelydone on Dec 11, 2007 13:45:06 GMT -5 Big hugs for you Megan!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
	Our solutions typically concentrate only on fixing the offending behavior. Trying to correct the behavior, without identifying the larger issues, simply leads to new “bad” behaviors rising to the surface. I've decided this will be my new motto: "Quit protecting perversion, and start protecting women and children!" The things we do can also errode away the conscience.

I HATE HIM!@@!!!!!!!!!!!

Post by megan11 on Dec 10, 2007 22:10:39 GMT -5

Post by kello2005 on Dec 10, 2007 23:34:52 GMT -5

Post by liss2402 on Dec 11, 2007 0:25:10 GMT -5

Post by carissalime on Dec 11, 2007 7:57:36 GMT -5

Post by susan on Dec 11, 2007 9:02:49 GMT -5

Post by mo4wo1 on Dec 11, 2007 10:18:16 GMT -5

Post by completelydone on Dec 11, 2007 13:45:06 GMT -5