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Post by kjt1981 on Dec 26, 2007 12:33:45 GMT -5
ive managed now to stay away from P for over a week, but today lapsed again, viewing but no MB. The more i abstain, and the more i follow other interests the moreoff put i am by the thought of how much time i used to spend on P, and the more i see it as dehumanising and objectifying.
A new start today, so ot make sure i keep it up i intend to come on here every day for a "clean check in". I may miss on or two days here and there, but im hoping that by being accountable somewhere (obviously this is the only place ive admitted to a problem) that these ;lapses, such as today, will cease. I lapse mainlky out of boredom, but ive recently less and less become turned on by P, so im hoping that this is the kick i need to kcik the habit full stop.
Ta!
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Post by broonx1 on Dec 26, 2007 16:14:39 GMT -5
See a post under general discussions PLAYING MUSICAL INSTRUMENTS FOR RECOVERY
Pick up an instrument Run write bake paint the house hike mow the grass volunteer at an animal shelter call your mother
FIND SOMETHING TO FILL UP and REPLACE THE BOREDOM.
Remember The devil makes work for idle hands.
Accountability is good start. I account to my SO for EVERYTHING now. Do I feel like a child at times ? yes But it is helping me so much.
I've not been here long, but welcome. Good stuff here.
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Post by kjt1981 on Dec 28, 2007 7:28:01 GMT -5
2 days.
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Post by kjt1981 on Dec 29, 2007 18:57:20 GMT -5
3
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Post by unwiseguy on Dec 31, 2007 11:53:18 GMT -5
Three days is good! There is often a daily thread where you pledge for that day to be clean and sober too.
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