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Day 1
Dec 18, 2007 14:17:37 GMT -5
Post by sinner88 on Dec 18, 2007 14:17:37 GMT -5
This is day one for me. I have been compulsive PA and MB for about 7 years. I havent been able to stop myself for even one day in the past few months. This is the first step Ive ever taken outside of empty promises to myself and God. I will try to post daily as often as possible and tell how I am doing. This site is my only hope for recovery. I have alot to lose if I let this thing go on. I am a doctor and have an incredible understanding of the body and our own intrinsic 'drug' supply and I believe this is the basis for many of our addictions. Everytime I even think about sex or porn I feel a surge of adrenaline through my body like Ive injected a drug into my veins. I come back like a junky for it each day. Sometimes more than once. I want you all to help me beat this thing and I will do my best to help you all understand some of the underlying pathophysiology and my own theories of the cause of our addiction. Thank you for giving me a place to turn.
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Day 1
Dec 18, 2007 14:29:07 GMT -5
Post by sinner88 on Dec 18, 2007 14:29:07 GMT -5
Please dont associate me with the guy who posted below about his step daughter. had I seen his heading before I posted I would have chosen a different subject.
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