Post by Rorke's Drift on Dec 16, 2007 12:06:34 GMT -5
After a costly relapse, It's a good day 2 for me, free of P.
I am more determined than ever to make stand and stay sober from P addiction. A silent and rife addiction that's never really talked publicly about much more than on message forums and in confession boxes because it's too embarrasing and somewhat confusing to be brought in the light.
I've been a victim of internet P for 10 years now, since 1997...ever since I learned how to use the internet. I wonder what my life would be like, what I would have accomplished without P addiction in my life for the past 10 years.
I have goals that I want to achieve in my life....write an award winning comedy movie script, fall in love and get married, buy a house, sculpt myself a muscular and rock hard body, become a millionare, start a charity foundation. Just to name off a few of my goals.
I know from experience I can't achieve ANY of the goals above with P in my life. It's almost a disability. A handicap. But I've learned, with such misfotrune also contains a seed of equal or greater benefit and opportunity. I can use the harship to my advantage...by making SOBRIETY my #1 goal, all the other goals link as a team to help me achieve my #1 goal - staying sober from P.
I am excited about my future. I am confident about my possibilities and my success. I am making it happen. My dreams and my goals are coming true.
Every day, in every way, I'm getting better and better. I am advancing constantly. I am winning the battle. And with Christ's blessing, I am winning the war. I hope and pray that you are too.
Rorke's Drift
I am more determined than ever to make stand and stay sober from P addiction. A silent and rife addiction that's never really talked publicly about much more than on message forums and in confession boxes because it's too embarrasing and somewhat confusing to be brought in the light.
I've been a victim of internet P for 10 years now, since 1997...ever since I learned how to use the internet. I wonder what my life would be like, what I would have accomplished without P addiction in my life for the past 10 years.
I have goals that I want to achieve in my life....write an award winning comedy movie script, fall in love and get married, buy a house, sculpt myself a muscular and rock hard body, become a millionare, start a charity foundation. Just to name off a few of my goals.
I know from experience I can't achieve ANY of the goals above with P in my life. It's almost a disability. A handicap. But I've learned, with such misfotrune also contains a seed of equal or greater benefit and opportunity. I can use the harship to my advantage...by making SOBRIETY my #1 goal, all the other goals link as a team to help me achieve my #1 goal - staying sober from P.
I am excited about my future. I am confident about my possibilities and my success. I am making it happen. My dreams and my goals are coming true.
Every day, in every way, I'm getting better and better. I am advancing constantly. I am winning the battle. And with Christ's blessing, I am winning the war. I hope and pray that you are too.
Rorke's Drift