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Post by imtheoneincontrol on Dec 13, 2007 22:20:35 GMT -5
Well, the first date came and went. I'm not sure if there should be more magic or not. That weird ambiguity stirs me up and leaves me unsettled. As I was driving home I got the sudden urge (was it a plan?) to act out. So here I am. I have a meditational program playing on my Itunes. I don't think I'll act out, but I don't want to be too sure. I'm going to keep meditating and reading here. I'm only about 5.5 days clean. I'd like to remain clean tonight.
Peace everyone,
Itoic
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chad32
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Becoming pure again...
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Post by chad32 on Dec 14, 2007 15:31:25 GMT -5
Hi Itoic,
Great to hear about your date. Keep going and keep clean - for yourself and for your date. One day at a time. I can see from your number of stars that you've been on the board for a long time, but I figured we all need encouraging.
Peace Itoic,
Chad
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Post by addict70 on Dec 14, 2007 16:28:26 GMT -5
Stay strong and get through the day. You can make it. I read somewhere some saying that keeps popping into my head "He who is the master of men is strong. He who is the master of himself is all powerful!"
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Post by imtheoneincontrol on Dec 15, 2007 15:05:39 GMT -5
Thanks Chad, addict70.
Yep, I definitely still need encouragement. I've been staying clean, but Saturday can be a disaster. I've gotta keep my concentration here.
Itoic
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