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Post by jonas612 on Dec 12, 2007 10:32:17 GMT -5
relapsed. AGAIN.
i was clearing off the p off of my other computer, purging everything. Screwed it up.
Back to day 1 again.
I'm pretty POed at myself. I should have had my SO delete the stuff, I thought I could handle the temptation. moron.
Oh well, back on the horse.
again.
only good news is that I think I've gotten rid of everything now. So it shouldnt happen for THAT reason again. Not that it was any excuse, just the way it is.
f.
-ed
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Post by Three Legged Dog on Dec 12, 2007 11:08:13 GMT -5
ed,
You've got the right attitude, get back on the horse. If you ever need to do something similar in the future, I mean like clean up old P, then get yourself suited up first. Come here, read, post, whatever. Put on your armor before a close encounter with the enemy.
Forgive yourself, feel guilt not shame. As SouthernGuy put it:
Have a Blessed Christmas.
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Post by breakingfree on Dec 12, 2007 15:02:49 GMT -5
Edit,
NUFF SAID.
One day at a time, brother
bf
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Post by ethanm on Dec 12, 2007 17:20:26 GMT -5
They say complacency is the biggest killer. Watch out, theres a fine line between self-confident and over-confident, and addicts seem to have the most trouble finding the line.
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Post by Curious Voyager on Dec 12, 2007 17:34:26 GMT -5
They say complacency is the biggest killer. Watch out, theres a fine line between self-confident and over-confident, and addicts seem to have the most trouble finding the line. I dunno, I seem to have tripped over it many a time. |
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Post by jonas612 on Dec 12, 2007 17:38:06 GMT -5
Thank you all so much for your words of support. With this board, I really feel like theres a chance this time around.
I'm going to kick this. Thats the bottom line.
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Post by imtheoneincontrol on Dec 12, 2007 17:42:43 GMT -5
Keep the crap off your computer, at all costs. If something tempting gets on there, delete it, delete it, DELETE IT!!!! No hesitations. Just get rid of it, man. Like pulling off a bandaid. Don't let the curiosity build for even a second.
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Post by jonas612 on Dec 12, 2007 17:48:05 GMT -5
Its all off now, at least anything I can remember.
I have half a mind to go the full nine and reformat, but I'm 99% sure I have everything.
NOTHING is going back on either on of the pcs now.
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