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Post by sylandad on Nov 19, 2007 13:37:13 GMT -5
Well here I go........
Yet another attempt to quit porn.......
I am powerless over porn....I know that.....I struggle with how unmanageable it makes my life.....
I wanted to at least make an attempt at another start.....
I used this morning....
I do believe it is possible to live life without porn, not sure if it is for me though.
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Post by simon84 on Nov 19, 2007 20:30:39 GMT -5
Of course it's possible for you. Everyone here has addictions just as bad as yours I guarantee it. There are a lot of members posting here that haven't used in a long time, just don't give yourself a get out clause.
I have done it myself in the past it's not helpful, how positive are you being here " i wanted to at least make an attempt..."?
Don't give yourself a get out, you came to the board? Good start and keep going.
I find writing here really helpful start a journal, talk to people.
Good luck
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Post by sylandad on Nov 19, 2007 23:47:39 GMT -5
I've started deleting my files and am going to do this.....one day at a time.........
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Post by sylandad on Nov 20, 2007 12:00:37 GMT -5
I have 24hours........I deleted all my files....on my computer...
I want to do this for me....to make myself a better man......
Today is a good day!!!
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Post by freedom on Nov 21, 2007 8:50:13 GMT -5
I have 24hours........I deleted all my files....on my computer... I want to do this for me....to make myself a better man...... Today is a good day!!! Congratulations to you for this. Keep on going.
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Post by sylandad on Nov 23, 2007 11:46:27 GMT -5
It's been 3 days with no porn.....the holidays have helped.....I've been with my mom and on the road during the last couple days....
I do have many thoughts of using and wanting to mb........
I can't, he can, I think i'll let him.....
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Post by sylandad on Nov 27, 2007 9:36:57 GMT -5
One Week Today! It wasn't too bad I must say.....I had many thoughts and urges but I didn't do the deed so to speak....
I am going to continue to pray for the willingness to continue in sobriety.
David D
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Post by sylandad on Dec 4, 2007 18:27:48 GMT -5
Two weeks today........Another week where it wasn't too bad......Not many urges to use porn...just had an urge a minute ago and remembered to come here and journal.........
With Gods help I can do this.
David D
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william1000
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I can not do everything, but I can do something. I must not fail to do the something that I can do.
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Post by william1000 on Dec 4, 2007 19:39:53 GMT -5
Keep it up David you are doing well. Kind Regards William
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Post by sylandad on Dec 10, 2007 11:41:39 GMT -5
Today is day 20 without porn......I ask god for the willingness to continue to be free of this addiction.
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Post by sylandad on Dec 11, 2007 11:46:44 GMT -5
Three weeks....no porn! This is the longest I have gone in over a year........
I pray for the willingness to continue.
David D
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Post by domorewithmylife on Dec 11, 2007 21:43:33 GMT -5
Congrats - This is my third serious attempt to stop in the last 2 years. I'm on day one after bottoming out yesterday. Reading about your success is encouraging to me. Keep going!
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Post by sylandad on Dec 16, 2007 15:27:32 GMT -5
So I am still free from the use of porn....God willing the 20th I will have one month. I haven't had this amount of sobriety from porn in well over a year. I am definitely noticing my head messing with me when I get home. I live alone and when I am home is the time I get triggered. Recently I have also started talking and spending time with my wife. We have been separated for awhile and when I see her I have a strong desire to have sex. We are not going there right now....which is good for us. With that I find my self in lustful thinking a lot. I don't want to objectify her anymore. It is really hard at times. I am going to continue my journey of no porn. One day at a time.
David D
Today is day 26.
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Post by sylandad on Dec 20, 2007 11:43:33 GMT -5
I have 1 month today!!!!!! Congratulations to me! Thanks to my highere power, friends, and this support board!
David D
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