"And I think to myself, what wonderful world"

[breakingfree]

Who says recovery is always crappy and twisted and painful. Just thought I would post part of my journal last night.

I FEEL LIKE GIVING EVERYONE A BIG MONKEY HUG THIS MORNING

Finally, some time together, Mrs bf and I. Made chili, relaxed, great warm, intimate evening together. More than made up for time missed last two days. Beautiful.

Can't believe I had all this once and all but threw it away for P. The reality so far exceeds the fantasy, what a stupid man I was.
Sober and smarter I be.

AND I THINK TO MYSELF, WHAT A WONDERFUL WORLD.............



BF

[ulysses]

That's inspiring, BF.

I am working to rebuild that Jimmy Stewart feeling in my life and life of my wife. Every day is getting better. Accomplishing closeness is made more difficult in the crush of the holiday frenzy, but achieving it makes the feeling more...delicious.

Ulysses

[breakingfree]

Thanks ulysses,

And a big monkey hug to you and Mrs. ulysses.

bf

[Curious Voyager]

OK stop with the monkey hugs, we primates are sensitive about this.

I'm not a hugger in real life and I am not much better with cyber hugs.

but I like the sentiment and I agree

What a wonderful world!