Post by johnb1aze on Dec 14, 2007 0:25:53 GMT -5
Just a general question that I wanted to put out there about intimacy. I would like to start by saying that I have intimacy issues, not only with my wife but also with the people that I feel are close to me outside of my wife - my younger brother and a friend that I have known for most of my life. Today my friend W who now lives in Florida flew home for the holidays. I picked him up at the airport, but before I picked him up at the airport I had a discussion with my wife. Our discussion was about how I shut myself off from being intimate with the people who matter in my life. I have never talked to my friend W about my problem with P. I have never talked to anyone besides my wife and a counselor about my problem with P. My wife was saying that I should tell my friend W about my addiction to P and I told her that I didn't feel comfortable telling him about my addiction to P. My wife would like me to tell him since I consider him a close friend and that I need to build intimacy around the people I count on. She feels as though if I do not tell him that I am somewhat not committed to change. That because I am not intimate with my friend that I cannot sustain an intimate relationship with her. That by omitting this part of my life from my friend that I am not being intimate and not addressing a major contributor to my addiction. I am looking for guidance on intimacy. Should I break out of my comfort zone and tell my friend this secret that I haven't shared with him in all the years that I have known him? If you have a close friend have you told them of your addiction? Did you benefit from the disclosure?