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Post by longhair19 on Dec 14, 2007 17:20:39 GMT -5
Well...my voice speaks to me all through the day. It started early today: when I showed up at my therapy group this morning, one of the secretary's was wearing a scoop-necked shirt that flashed a lot of cleavage. I believe it's healthy for me to be attracted to someone like that...but it's the urge to satiate that feeling with P and MB that is unhealthy. I have faith that my urge for P will be lifted the same that my urge for alcohol and drugs was lifted.
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Post by addict70 on Dec 14, 2007 23:32:07 GMT -5
Today it's saying on the drive back from an errand "Why are you putting yourself through this? Every moment alone is torture. You used to enjoy your time alone. You know you cant make it. Just break now" You gotta be friggin kidding me! So instead I thought about all the stuff I gotta do over the holidays and how busy I'm going to be, and instead of being stressed out realized it's perfect. More crap to do means less time alone and more time occupied. Just going to have to be extra careful to not let myself use "stress" as an excuse. Another point me. Voice 0. 2008 is going to be an awesome year. But I cant focus on the future, gotta keep my head in staying clean right now.
Sorry to be clogging up your threads guys, early on all this writing seems to be helping.
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