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Post by onemorechance on Feb 8, 2006 16:51:10 GMT -5
Lead the way Gerry well follow
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Post by gerry on Feb 10, 2006 23:54:32 GMT -5
Thanks for the replys, to all of you... A few words: Why can I stay sober all this time? Eassy! I really, really, really want to stay sober. Not because of my wife, not because of my kids, not because of my religion. just because of me, my concience, my own mental health. When I want to see P or MB I just think... " I am going to wait one more hour"... and then the nasty desire desapears... I don't pretend to stay sober in this adiction, I pretend to loose this addiction, to live like a normal guy without fear to my own internal monsters, I don't run away from erotic scenes in the tv, I see them like if that were normal, I don't go to the extreme of live without any sexual image, picture or whatever... I don't care if this adiction is forever... I just know that my life is short, and I want to live happy. (sorry about my english)
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Post by jmari on Feb 11, 2006 23:05:07 GMT -5
your English is just fine, Gerry. Congratulations on your 17 months. I really love your attitude about just doing normal things and the "wait an hour" thing.
Jmari
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stikint
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Phi 4:13 I am capable of doing all things through Christ, the One strengthening me.
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Post by stikint on Feb 12, 2006 1:03:31 GMT -5
gerry - people like you are my inspiration. I've been clean for just over a month. It seems humble in your presence - well done!
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Post by Covad on Feb 13, 2006 23:34:51 GMT -5
Well done Gerry!
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Post by Paulus on Feb 14, 2006 10:38:24 GMT -5
Well done Gerry. We started at the same time and I recall your early posts. It's fantastic and inspirational to see you doing so well.
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