chad32
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Becoming pure again...
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Post by chad32 on Dec 18, 2007 14:29:49 GMT -5
I'm with you justuseyourhead - no P or MB today - one more day, one more victory!
Chad
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Post by addict70 on Dec 18, 2007 17:10:51 GMT -5
I will not use P today. I will not act out.
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chad32
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Post by chad32 on Dec 18, 2007 17:19:08 GMT -5
Today is Wednesday - no P or MB for me today.
A couple of temptations today, but I'm still strong.
Chad
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Post by breakingfree on Dec 19, 2007 8:50:06 GMT -5
TODAY IS WEDNESDAY I WILL BE CLEAN AND SOBER TODAY
JUST FOR TODAY BF
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Post by eljefemaz on Dec 19, 2007 10:06:11 GMT -5
Hi JUYH:
Good job on your sobriety. About those years of your life being wasted, they are gone. You can't change them, but you can learn from them. Build on those positive energies on day a time, and those victories will continue to come.
-EJ
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Post by eljefemaz on Dec 19, 2007 10:09:08 GMT -5
Today is a foggy Wednesday - literally.
I will be clean and sober for today. Just for today.
-EJ
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Post by fragile on Dec 19, 2007 11:47:36 GMT -5
not today. starting 2PM until 12PM tomorrow, no p and mb for me...
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Post by silentprocess on Dec 19, 2007 12:49:14 GMT -5
I'm new here, but regardless I stand with you all. Today no P nor MB for me, today will be another victory!
God bless.
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Post by justuseyourhead on Dec 19, 2007 13:17:03 GMT -5
I have noticed moments of weakness, particularly when I think about something sexual. But the difference is now I actually stop and think about my next course of action, and remind myself that those behaviors are bad. Instead of going to my usual P websites, I stop and do something else. I don't feel like I am fighting an uphill battle because the positive benefits of abstainance far outweigh the negative reinfocement of addiction. I love this new sense of freedom and control over my life. I can see that it will take time to recondition myself, but beginning to understanding the mechanisms of my addiction is priceless.
Today is Wednesday. No P. No MB. One more day, one more victory.
JUYH
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Post by addict70 on Dec 19, 2007 16:48:57 GMT -5
silentprocess oh man that avatar is priceless!
Wednesday. No P for me. No acting out. Worry about tomorrow tomorrow.
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Post by breakingfree on Dec 20, 2007 8:37:45 GMT -5
TODAY IS THURSDAY I will not use P today. Just for today. bf
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Post by eljefemaz on Dec 20, 2007 13:35:29 GMT -5
Sounds like a plan to me.
No P or MB for me today. Just today.
-EJ
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chad32
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Becoming pure again...
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Post by chad32 on Dec 20, 2007 16:15:30 GMT -5
This thread is really taking off!!
Today is Thursday - no P or MB for me today. In spite of the fact that I have been clean for so long, I've had several strong temptations today. I've seen no P for 45 days, but if I'm not careful, I can still see the images in my memory. I WILL NOT GIVE IN!!
Chad
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Post by addict70 on Dec 20, 2007 16:34:51 GMT -5
No P for me today
Whoops forgot, no acting out either ;D
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Post by justuseyourhead on Dec 20, 2007 19:26:44 GMT -5
Now that the P is gone, there is a void. If there was a P@rn@gr@phy, I would have earned a Ph.D. in it by now.
Now I am left with a gaping hole which is my life. P made my Grand Canyon sized problem seem like a puddle, and I ignored the root problems for years. for a decade. Wow.
Looking back, every time that I have abstained from watching P and MB in the past, this issue always drove me to old ways. It was the only way I knew how to deal with the loneliness. How do I become...human again? Do any of you have an answer?
But for the short term, today is Thursday. No P. No MB. No beating myself up. One more day. One more victory.
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