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Sept 12, 2007 9:36:52 GMT -5
Post by capillarian on Sept 12, 2007 9:36:52 GMT -5
Goshdarnit if I ain't proud of you guys.. Mountain especially!
Day 5.
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Sept 12, 2007 20:41:52 GMT -5
Post by Brighterside on Sept 12, 2007 20:41:52 GMT -5
day 27. 2 more weeks and then a lifetime. Thanks everyone for your continued support!!
Peaceful Mind
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Sept 13, 2007 4:39:36 GMT -5
Post by capillarian on Sept 13, 2007 4:39:36 GMT -5
Day 6.. This is the journey, every one of these days constitutes a small part of the struggle.
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Sept 13, 2007 20:44:29 GMT -5
Post by Brighterside on Sept 13, 2007 20:44:29 GMT -5
I've been sober from porn and mb for 4 complete weeks now. My longest sobriety in 10 years. The thing I'm learning about life is the irony in timing things. Today, we had a golf outing for the organization I work for. Who works in the clubhouse at the golf course? A girl I went to college with that I had had several sexual encounters with. I couldn't believe it. It's been 5 years since I've last seen her. The problem is that when I had fantasized about past encounters, she is definitely one that I think about. Had it been 8 months ago - I would have pursued her again and of course, felt like crap afterwards. Well not this time around. Even so, things were definitely stirred up and I found myself staring at her. If there is a devil - he sure thinks it's funny to have me cross paths with her again at this sober yet very vulnerable time for me.
I want to be honest with you guys and I have to say I feel very weak today. Euphoric recall has gotten the best of me today. So this is what I am going to do for the rest of tonight - work out, pray, read bible, pray for my sobriety, pray for her (briefly), pray for you. And I need to stomp out fantasy, because I know one thing - if I gave in - I would feel like absolute (expletive)!
Peaceful Minds,
Bright
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Sept 14, 2007 10:53:18 GMT -5
Post by cleantoday34 on Sept 14, 2007 10:53:18 GMT -5
Checking back in and still clean on day 37. I'm gald to see you guys are doing well. I want to write more and I will soon. Keep it real.
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Sept 14, 2007 14:06:05 GMT -5
Post by Mountain on Sept 14, 2007 14:06:05 GMT -5
I am on day 39 TODAY!!!
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Sept 14, 2007 17:36:04 GMT -5
Post by t on Sept 14, 2007 17:36:04 GMT -5
Wow, mountain, awesome...I'm on day 12 and I feel great...I will get to where you are today...I'm headed straight there, no detours...that's very inspiring.
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Sept 15, 2007 5:12:16 GMT -5
Post by cleantoday34 on Sept 15, 2007 5:12:16 GMT -5
Day 38. I'm almost there now. This time of sobriety is allowing great things to happen for me now that my attention is not wound up in my addiction. I will make my new goal 100 days after I've reached 40. It's great to be back on this thread again after my holiday. I wish you all a good sober day.
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Sept 15, 2007 8:18:51 GMT -5
Post by capillarian on Sept 15, 2007 8:18:51 GMT -5
Mountain, if you were on Day 39 yesterday... then today you are on Day 40!! WOOOHOOO!!!!You set out to do it, and you did. We're proud of you man.. . If I were you I'd wallow in the high of acheiving a goal (but don't let your guard down today).
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Sept 15, 2007 11:26:20 GMT -5
Post by Brighterside on Sept 15, 2007 11:26:20 GMT -5
Glad you're back cleantoday! Good plan on moving to the 100 days! 1 more day for you man that's awesome!!
Congrats to Mountain!!! You made it to your 1st goal. Keep it going man!!
I'm on day 30 right now. September 25th here I come! Thanks guys!
Peaceful Minds
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Sept 16, 2007 3:50:31 GMT -5
Post by cleantoday34 on Sept 16, 2007 3:50:31 GMT -5
Checking in on day 39. I'm less than 24 hours from the goal that seemed impossible to achieve and it feels great.
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Sept 16, 2007 11:56:47 GMT -5
Post by sid7121 on Sept 16, 2007 11:56:47 GMT -5
Hi , i am new to this forum .Today is my DAY 1, successfully completely. Lets hope i can go all the way
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Sept 16, 2007 22:33:34 GMT -5
Post by Brighterside on Sept 16, 2007 22:33:34 GMT -5
Congrats cleantoday!! YOu made it! Keep it going on to the 100 days.
I'm checking in clean. Peaceful Minds
Welcome sid
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Sept 17, 2007 0:58:33 GMT -5
Post by cleantoday34 on Sept 17, 2007 0:58:33 GMT -5
Hi Bright, glad you're still clean. Yes, today is day 40 for me and I'm happy to be here. I know it's just a small step and there are people on this forum who have 6 months or a year. I got to 40 days by taking it one day at a time and that's how I will reach my next target of 100 days. Thanks to you guys for helping me along the way. I look forward to our relationship continuing as we grow in our capacity to live our integrity and freedom. Have a great day everyone.
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Sept 17, 2007 5:02:42 GMT -5
Post by capillarian on Sept 17, 2007 5:02:42 GMT -5
GO CLEANTODAY34!!!!
You did it man! You made it!
I'm still on Day 10 guys, hopefully you won't leave me on this thread just yet?
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