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Post by grillo on Dec 13, 2007 13:01:47 GMT -5
Day 18 - Clean and green. Temptation swings back but I'm fighting it back. It's all the way home.
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1step
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Post by 1step on Dec 13, 2007 16:03:05 GMT -5
Grillo-
Keep going man! I'm just starting my quest today, a quest I've tried many times before. I have determined that this is the time that I will succeed because there will be NO Surrender!
I identify with so much of what you said. I have waited for my girlfriend to sleep so that I can M to P, and it all just turns into a laughing matter. In reality, there is nothing funny or smiley about this addiction. I wish you the best and I'm using you for inspiration so keep going and do not surrender!
BD
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Post by grillo on Dec 21, 2007 17:44:50 GMT -5
26 Days and still clean and green. The temptations come back getting stronger as I ride in on but I am determined to resist. Its like I feel the sea ebbing at the barriers. I start fooling myself - well maybe I can have a peak and it will be all right. But I have to stay in there. This is a marathon not a sprint. No retreat. No way.
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Post by grillo on Dec 21, 2007 17:48:26 GMT -5
1step thanks for your message and good luck with your mission. I'm sorry I didn't reply earlier but I've been in a crazy end of year crunch. In some ways that's good - I haven't even had time to think about porn. But in other ways its makes me forget about this mission and I feel myself slipping. Anyway, its 26 days down and a short trip to beat my record of 37 days. That must be done for starters. I hope you are still in here and staying strong BD. It is worth the effort. Many of the the great things in life come with hard sweat.
No stepping back. No bowing down.
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Post by wamu on Dec 21, 2007 17:51:22 GMT -5
Grillo. You can freaking do it man. You can beat this thing. I believe we are all stronger than we think. U r an inspiration to me. If u can make 37 I can make 37. Keep your head up. You can do it.
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